Efforts to "shake things up," as my therapist once advised, continue: little variations to the daily routine (Kirby off the leash instead of on in our morning trek into the out of doors for waking pissnshit, for example); bigger changes in the mindmapping pro/con etc etc stage (script drafted). Weary of feeling like a perpetual aspirant in this, my own little GROUNDHOG DAY loop minus Andie MacDowell or any other even moderately defined exit (most likely to another loop).