An acceptance that I will never be good with or at the influencer (when, out of curiosity, did "thought leader" wane? I hated that term too - but at least it had a little less of a manipulative bent - but I'm curious as to its erasure from the lexicon) video / TikTok-itization of the internet and am, as such, content to be an internet dinosaur talking to and with himself and his past selves and the two other people who might imbibe his blogs and newsletters and such.